total eclipse of my heart.

Breathe kaz, breathe!!!!!!! yet again, another breath taking sequel to Twilight. this is the best one of all 3. the best one yet! oh god oh god i can't wait for the next one which is coming out much too soon!!!! august 9th i suppose but mphonline has an offer of a lower price if u 'pre-order' the book! from normal price of RM49.90 u can get it for RM39.90 mailing fee included BUT i'm not so sure i can wait til september to get the book coz the line seems to be looooooooong! tho i have put in an order, but yet to cash in the payment. afterall, an extra RM10 might just be worth while coz i'm not so sure i'm patient enuff! LOL this novel right here drives me crazy! its a bit triangular at this point. both edward & jacob are in love with Bella, and so is Bella! LOL wooopsy spoiler! blaaaah u shud've read it by now! anyhooo Bella knows who she can't live without, and she's getting married! wohhhoooooooooo!!!!!!!

now, can u show me the directions to a nearby vampire coven?

feeling hopelessly foolish for thinking that the world wud hv its own Edward Cullen, kazem.

pain, without love. pain, i can't get enough.

ugggh!!! i'm done with the sequel to Twilight, which is New Moon. damn frustrating i tell you. not the story, of course! but the fact that i've finished it so quickly. this is partly the reason why i rarely spend my money on books. they are just too fun to read and u get around finishing them too quickly yet you pay a high price! they shud figure out a way to lower down the price of books! it's killing me softly, thats why i stray away from bookstores as far as i can. coz i can barely resist. =)

this time around, the novel carved a hole in my swollen heart! i felt her pain when Edward decided that being together would jeopardise the love of his life, Bella, and broke up with her. "It would be as though i never exsisted" what the fuck!?! oh no, not just a normal break up but they had to just shift the entire family somewhere else!!! somewhere that they didn't say. and this Edward fella took away pictures of him from her scrapbook and even the mix CD that he made for her! arghhh such pain. enuff with having the love of Bella's life leaving her with a clean break but he just had to take all the stuff that reminds of him too? why not burn down the whole of 'Forks' i say! sheeesssh! i cried like seriously because the words and details just easily puts you in Bella's shoes. ouch.

i LOVE the fact that everytime she tries to do something totally absurd or dangerous, she could hear Edward's concerned voice, protective, just as tho he were there with her. and the details written in the book makes your heart ache and your lungs crushed everytime Bella feels pain. when she couldn't breathe, i had trouble breathing. silly i know but i was rilly rilly engrossed in the book that i totally felt her joy and pain.

well i don't want to add in anymore spoilers because i wouldn't want that either tho comel kindly blurted out a few facts that i try to block out! chomps!! arghhh......hehehehhhe =P get the sequel and a hankie!

hunting for my vamp, kazem.

vamp me baby.

before i start babbling upon stuff that are just out right ridiculous, i'd like to put the blame solely on my cousin Iklil for bringing this pain upon me! haha!!

i just finished my weekend with a book that pumped my heart into a swollen thing that beats. seriously! if you long for any type of extra-curricular attention from the male species, in a i-will-always-be-your-shoulder-to-cry-on-kinda-way, this book will doom you to the edge of loneliness! most definitely NOT for the faint at heart.

alright, for you haters out there! YES this book can be found in the "horror" section of the teenagers novels collection in your nearest bookstore BUT don't let its genre fool you. still thinking i'm some lame lonely gal?? fine! watever! sheeessssh. i actually first spotted this novel in my very own rumah sewa early this year, my housemate told me that the story was about a romantic tale that involves 'vampires' and being very judgemental and under-estimating fool that i was, i just shrugged the offer to read up the book just because i've past the teenage-like-theme novels which totally are not for me anymore. which in this case, i was superbly wrong! wanna know how serious i am? i just spent RM69.20 on the two sequels to "Twilight" ('new moon' & 'eclipse')!! damn right! i am hooked!

okay, honestly it may just have been me and my desperation! you guys may have a different opinion completely about the book but this is not your blog entry, it's mine so i'm babbling about my new addiction now. from the cover of the book, to the way the story is written, you might just agree with me that this book surely is not just some other teen vampire themed novel. believe me. the words used to describe every detail of the story did not bring you to the ordinary teen fictions. somehow.

what i like about the story?

i like the HERO. the male star of the story. the man of my dreams at this point of my life, Edward Cullens. yes people, i am very very sick in the head for falling for a character in a teen novel! well when the world offers no hope, i turn to fiction. =) well, edward is the vampire. he has been 17 for a couple of decades now. and this is his first time meeting his true love. a love that he never knew could exsist. BUT this girl does not only make him long for her attention but she makes him thirst her blood as hers is his favourite kind. just like a fat kid loves cake. who can say 'no' to cadbury? but the Cullens aren't the type that kills people becoz the wanna be civillized.

characteristics i dig about edward:

1. he can read people's mind BUT he can't read hers. so, he's constantly asking her what she is thinking because the mystery behind her thoughts about him is driving him a little cuck-koo. i like that little insecurity that he gets when he's around her just becoz he is not 100% sure that she's 100% sure that she ain't going no where. capishe?

2. overprotectiveness. i love love love that he gets all moody about putting her in danger. he gets very fierce and angry in his tone of voice but he was always gentle with handling her. she goes "..ouch." then, his eyes flashes directly at her in a heart beat.

3. always there. yes, yes, you might say u want "your own space" humphh! get back to me when u've hooked up with an edward cullen of the real world and tell me whether that 'space' is necessary. he is always by her side. day and night. vampires don't sleep, so he watches her sleep all night long. not in a kotor way okayy! sheesh.

4. he has to control his thirst for her. yes this is my MOST FAVOURITE part of edward cullens. he does eveything in his willpower to hold himself back from sucking the life out of the girl. he's like longing to have a bite of the cupcake but knows to keep his distance and doesn't want the cupcake to be left with only crumbs, so he only nibbles with the icing or just smell the aroma of it, to take the edge of! i'm not sure why but i'd like to be adored that way too!! ;P

5. there's simply nothing to not like about edward cullen. seriously.

longing for her very own vampire, kazem.