10 o'clock.

oh god owh god owwh god. dear god! my sleeping schedule is bizzzzare. i used to be a person who stays up waaaay late no matter what is up the next morning but now? owh not now darling. i'm the grandma! i dozz off at 10 freaking p.m. ! why u ask? cz i wake up at 4.30 a.m. the next morning!! why ??? cz somehow this lazy ass of mine wud not get a single work done no matter how much time she has under the sun. uh uhh! not a chance. not even a pen moved. but a good sleep for prolly 6 hrs and weeeee early in the morning, her bum starts to function. owh yes sir. it does. its frustrating that i have to cut good dreams like that but its a sacrifice i chose to make. its that or the feeling of jumping off the 15th floor every morning bcoz i'm not prepared for a lesson. especially the one that requires me to be UP & ABOUT for 2 hours. owhh yes, about up n about. i'm been lacking a certain 'uummmphh'. there's no cinnamon in my tea. there's no sparkle in my eye. there's no electric in my touch. i've lost a certain firework. i'm not too chatty or bubbly in class. or prolly bcoz i get turned off by them. god, u're learning english for heaven's sake. no matter for wat vital or fatal reason. lighten up a little will ya. oh yes, i shud be the one setting the mood. so please drop me some X coz i need some boost of energy! okay now. buhbyee grandma has to sleep *yawn* ;D