go get some lovin'.

sheeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssshhhh! r u serious ? seriously? god, u're annoying! seriously. how can a person be in a state of anger all the time every time??! is that even possible. well i guess i'd kno the answer. duhhh! the evidence is sprawling right in front of me. i mean was ur childhood THAT bad? did ur schooling years crushed u? was mommy daddy and friends MEAN to u? did they call u names and pull ya hair? owh wait, or issit the fact that the only time people will be with you are IF/WHEN they hv to since u're nagging them about something absolutely ridiculous and not for pleasure? awwww, pitifool. 

future room.

in regards of the question, 'when will u be moving?'. i'd say it may take a while. a while that we may not have but must make for, due to the slow work that is happening. so here are a couple of pix of what's in progress at the moment.

not much at all huh?!

i know.

momma wolf from red riding hood wud say, ' more time to think about the paint, my dear!'. 

;)

life plan.

where do I go from here?

what's next after this?

these are a couple of questions which i hv no answer for. my life has been basically planned for me. well thats wat i tink. so when no one plans for me, i am pretty much at lost. all this while i have been planning to plan about how i undergo those made plans. so that was pretty easy considering there will always be a back up plan if anything (god forbids) fails. i can blame the planner. but how long will the planner be able to make plans for my own life? not forever, i dun tink so. my own plans must kick in pretty soon. when? is an answerable question. but how? or what? is impossible as for now. why? bcoz i hv no plan watsoever. yes i kno i want plenty kids. yes i kno i want to live and earn comfy money. but how do i get to that stage of plans. i hv no clue. and that shud be scary. it is scary. i for one take advantage of the motto to live by the day. yes you live and plan the days as it comes. but seriously, a bigger plan must be somewhere in hand too y'know. little steps are heading to bigger mountains. its vital to know which little step u take bcoz it might lead u to places u might not want to go. like doing ur masters. why do it? my answer for now, that's the plan that was made for me. other than that, entah! to be a specialist in TESL?! i guess. why? for a bigger picture. what? ohh only god and he know. i personally am clueless. 

a cute find.

we were at carefour this evening where they had this little book clearance and i found an absoulutely cute book. its a log book for parents who just recieved a baby. what cute about it is that they mention baby as another product you bought at a store. hahhha super cute! can't wait till i'll be able to use it. for now, it'll be wrapped and shelfed away. ;)

=)

it's been an okay week. with sudden tremors and outbursts of short fevers. but today has been nice. i am happy.

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p/s: my stupid mistake had been corrected. all i do now is wait. and pray ;D

malay-sians r not friendly?!

no person goes on without being disliked or hated. you can have a full room filled with people who adores you but then have one culprit cursing under his breath at you. regardless of your actions or attitude, people can choose to like or dislike you. so why bother trying to please everybody? it is almost a bad habit rilly. you stress yourself out to do the extra mile just to put a smile on a particular non worth it face but was the gesture noticed? i doubt so. prolly noticed but chose to ignore. so i say quit trying. you know yourself that people who tries too hard are terribly ugly. and you have rejected some of these weird awkard hard trying innocent people. maaf. so lets just try not to be one of those ya. no matter how dry the air is. as long as you r breathing, there's absoulutely nothing holding you back from spreading a big grin of satisfaction bcoz u've done your part and with the thought that there are more goldfishes in the bowl who wouldn't mind your friendly gestures. =D

excuse my french.

all these activities make me crave for some language lessons myself. arabic? french? oui!

unique.

i know how to define my taste. i know what hits my buttons. you do not have to be the best. you do not have to try so hard. u just need to be you. among all the fluffy white sheep, i am most likely to fall in love with the dalmatian-like sheep. among all the children that are nice and decent, i am most likely to fall for the one that pulls the head off my body. i like the oblivious. the unexpected. the unnoticed. the least expected. the one that didn't cross your mind. so if u think no one in the world adores you, think again. ;)

waiting patiently for her oblivion lover.  

i dig thiz.

Deeper Conversation-Yuna.mp3 - Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue 
Do you always tell the truth 
Do you believe in outer-space 
Now I'm learning you 

Is your skin as tanned as mine 
Does your hair flow side-right 
Did someone take a portion of your heart 
And I'm learning you 

And if you don't mind 
Can you tell me 
All your hopes and fears 
And everything that you believe in 
Would you make a difference in the world 
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation 
Only you can make me 

I've let my guard down for you 
And in time you will, too 

And if you don't mind 
Can you tell me 
All your hopes and fears 
And everything that you believe in 
Would you make a difference in the world 
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation 
Only you can make me 

If you don't mind 
Can you tell me 
All your hopes and fears 
And everything that you believe in 
Would you make a difference in the world 
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation 
Only you can make me 

Deeper conversation 
Let me

stop! it's hammer time. (nggak ble resist LOL)

wokay hollllllldddddd on there for a sec! when did it became the time where most of the people your age are off in their own new adventure and giving back to the society by bringing more joy to this earth? oh my god. wake up kazem! u're almost 24. ppl your age are married and having babies. and your mom had u at 25. oh my god. seriously man. lets just take a break ok Mr. Time? =\ *shivers*

omg.

i had a terrible horrible nightmare.

astaghfirullah.

2nd survey.

honestly after the first and a half week, i got a little bit more confident with my LPs and the way i conducted my lesson. thanks to the senior teachers of course. i was more aware of the grammar rules that i have to teach and that gave me a sense of how the whole lesson would turn out and i felt it turned out pretty well. but here's the twist, for 2 months in a row, i got this particular group of people to teach and let me tell you, i hv got no clue to why they left their fireworks at home bcoz there weren't any from the other side which somehow cud've made me a little less fiery too BUT heyy maybe i am such a DULL teacher after all which btw has a split personality cz i tend to chose with which class i get prepared and with which i just felt like winging it (according to some). sheesshh sayangs these surveys do not help u pass ur exam wokay? and i'm not coming up with my own lesson plans for that lesson. u are given this and that so that's wat i hv to do. if u feel its a little useless for u to learn it, be my guest and voice your opinion. but i'm seeking help. i'm not too cocky to just brush of such a lousy survey. ppl complain for a reason and i want less complaints. so i hv to learn more. you can gimme a 3 out of 10 and i'll still be smiling and finding a way to make things better. nothings putting our this raging fire inside me baby. ;D but if its personal, hey you can't help to hv haters can you? LOL ;P