superb weekend.

i came with business but brought back sheer pleasure! it was great to see those bunch again. totally awesome. we went to this balinese themed romantic restaurant and had plenty food that made it hard to walk afterwards. but fun. i was there for a training course related with my work place and i had a couple of hours to spare so i wasn't wasting anytime. i used up all the time i got to be with my lovely girls. and oh yes, i had the hotel room all to myself becuz apparently, my roomie stayed with her cousin and will be this weekend too! double yayy. we're having some sort of a hen night this weekend. LOL oh and the next day was plenty fun too. me KC and amish went around pavilion looking at beautifully high priced luxuries and books =D can't wait for this weekend!! oh ya i bot some new shoes and a bag today. love luv.

must do!

i'm on a mission. a project? a process. a life changing process. a must do process that i have been putting off for almost 24 years of my life. so this time, it is fo real. as for now. it has to be. it must be. i've made some arrangements to make sure i do proceed with this horrendous but important plan of mine. stay tuned. ;)

i do.

is not as easy as macam dulu. if you look at it properly, times hv not change. at all. i remember those late teenage years where i asked my mother a few questions about boys & love. till this day and onwards her answer still stands. study, work, feel the pleasure & power of ur own hard earn money, THEN think about boys, marriage & settling down with babies. today was sad. the saddest. i dare use the word 'saddest' because i hope they will not be anything sadder. amin. to be trapped in an agreement without ur consent might be one of the worst case scenarios. waiting in a room crying only to find out u've been married off. a huge sacrifice is made in the name of pride. not of ur own but of ur beloveds. when issit the right time for one to be selfish and think only of oneself without having horrible consequences. almost never. it always will be 'either or' in these situations. it's you or them. your happiness or theirs. each will have a hard to swallow outcome. i cudn't help but be sadden by the whole incident. it was straight out of the movies. a truly unexpected reality. a girl have dreams of her wedding ever since she knew how to talk. and to be robbed of that wonderful dream is too cruel. but life can sometimes be as such. believe in God and you will see the silver lightning of it all. i love you & will always be here whenever u need me.